Let Go --- Hold On

She saw him again. She saw him and everything around her felt like crumbling. Why does it have to be now? Why does it have to be as surprising as that? She was not informed. She was not briefed. She was not told that he would be there on the same place where she was hanging out at that moment. If somebody had told her that they would crossed path, she could've avoided that since it was not inevitable.

She's trying. She's trying to forget him. She's trying really hard to live a life that's far from him. She's trying not to get in touch with him - to the point of restraining herself from sending a text message to him. She's trying and every effort she did was carried out into thin air. She's back to square one and she can't do anything about it.

Yes, she still loves him. And yes, she hasn't gotten over him yet. And yes, she's still hurting right now.